Paralyse

I’m terrified of the night

Living in fear of my own subconscious

Nowhere left to hide

I’m head deep in a nightmare

And it’s so hard to make it through these days

Where every step I take

I feel a shadow above me

Making me feel so cold

I’ve been so paralysed

Paralysed

An ocean without a wave

Isolations getting to me

As I struggle to breath

I’m choking out

I’ll fall into the dark

So no one finds me

But holding back myself won’t define me

I find it hard to breath my hope begins to fade

These demons scream so loud and I’m just trying to sleep

I’m so paralysed

It haunts me

It’s making me sick

Over and over again

Feels like I’m never Gonna love myself

I hope in the end

It will get better than this