Crumbs

I feel a warm disaster My bed is cold, you bastard You could've left much faster Inside the blue, and after (After, after) After all that I did for you You left me crumbs on the stove To clean up and you Don't even know what you put me through You left a space that I still Have to come home to You gave me crumbs Like I was dumb, oh You gave me crumbs Like I was no one special I'd like to check the TV But memories deceive me A phone call seems intriguing Why were you so misleading? What you didn't have I gave to you I went to the moon and Back for you You couldn't even say "thank you" Just that "It's not like you ever asked me to" I was grateful to hear "I love you" But with no evidence To show or prove Love alone Just left me so confused You couldn't tell the truth! You gave me crumbs Like I was dumb, oh You gave me crumbs Like I was no one special You gave me crumbs Like I was dumb Like I was no one special You left me nothing Did you expect me to beg? Fire, water Lighter, darker In your world What you say's smarter Sky's so blue And so is water In your world You are a martyr Fire, water Lighter, darker In your world What you say's smarter Sky's so blue And so is water In your world You are a martyr Made me feel like I was going crazy Kept gaslighting me Like I meant nothing You gave me crumbs Like I was dumb, oh You gave me crumbs Like I was no one special You gave me crumbs (What you didn't have I gave to you) (I went to the moon and back for you) Like I was dumb, oh (You couldn't even say "thank you") (Just that "it's not like you ever asked me to") You gave me crumbs (I was grateful to hear "I love you") (But with no evidence to show or prove) Like I was no one special Just left me so confused (You couldn't tell the truth)