Bedroom Walls

I've been talking to my bedroom walls Cause I never had the guts to call When I wonder how you're doing Yeah I've been having conversations with Every burden that's been hanging off of my back Boy you didn't have to do it And all of my friends would swear I've never looked better With this weight that I've been losing Ever since you've gone And I got real good convincing them But the "I don't care" songs that I keep on writing They couldn't be more wrong I've been talking to my bedroom walls Cause I never had the guts to call When I wonder how you're doing I've been having conversations with Every burden that's been hanging off of my back Boy you didn't have to do it Ima tell my head to tell my chest Just to hit me up whenever it gets through this Cos honey, I can't watch Myself just lie awake and rearrange All the burning words you branded into my skin No I'm just not that strong I've been talking to my bedroom walls Cause I never had the guts to call When I wonder how you're doing Yeah I've been having conversations with Every burden that's been hanging off of my back Boy you didn't have to do it So here I am I haven't slept again And the thought comes puncturing in How the hell can I make you care? If I was prettier? If I was skinnier Would this constant pit in my chest subside? Would my brain stop wasting my days On all of your nights? I've been talking to my bedroom walls Cause I never had the guts to call When I wonder how you're doing Yeah I've been having conversations with Every burden that's been hanging off of my back Boy you didn't have to do it Boy you didn't have to do it