Chapter 4: Overthinking Oblivion

For once in my life, I'm unable to cry

I feel heavy resistance

From remembering to smile

Blocked memories from my mind

Have I become a lie?

Do I underestimate damage

Of fabricating dreams in distorted light?

Is this life a swing and a miss?

Am I failing to follow through?

Can I finally admit

I'm rigged with conflict to show who's who?

Is there anyone to catch me

As I fall back down to earth

Hit solid ground?

'Cause I'd carry the weight of the world

On my shoulders if I could only save myself

If I don't know how to ask for help

Can I learn to absolve this kind of personal hell?

'Cause I'd carry the weight of the world

On my shoulders if I could only save myself

I've been in the driver's seat, with nothing to prove

And I walked away from every scene still aiming to lose it