I've never not been good at beginnings

Good at undressing and better at feeling

Better at trusting, I've never not been

All of a sudden, all of me's shutting down

And I don't wanna shut you out of my head

And turn what I'm thinking down

Do you really wanna hear me say it out loud

If you're gonna love me show me how

If you're gonna hurt me do it now

If I give you everything will it freak you out

If you're gonna love me do it now

Picked up the habit of making a statement

Before I could have it, before I could keep it

I could make plans but it's out of my hands and

I've never not been good at emotions

I, no I don't wanna shut you out of my head

And turn what I'm thinking down

Do you really wanna hear me say it out loud

If you're gonna love me show me how

If you're gonna hurt me do it now

If I give you everything will it freak you out

If you're gonna love me do it now

Oh, do it now

Mm, do it now

If you're gonna love me show me how

If you're gonna hurt me do it now

If I give you everything will it freak you out

If you're gonna love me do it now