My Lungs Hurt...

Smokin' cigarettes Wondering why lungs hurt When the pain resides The breathing stops Started tearing at my skin Searching for the world within Wonderin' when life will begin Pacing around my room Searching for my head Lying on my death bed Father keeps calling my line To check to see if I am fine I hope I'll make it through the day I wonder if I'll see you again Scratching at my skin Washing my eyes pin Losing the words within Sorry that I lie Saying that I'm tired Staring at that flame Beginning of my pain Searching to belong Biting at my thumbs Losing all my weight I don't remember what I atе