Laying in bed staring at the ceiling

Praying to god wondering do you hear me

When I'm pain I'm asking for your healing

When everything is fine I forget that you're near me

Maybe that's why I feel so alone

As I seem to only focus on the unknown

It seems hopeless if I'm not in control

Wish I could hope for feeling something more

Like doing something bigger than myself

But I gotta focus on my mental health

I know there's other people that need help

But how do I help when I got no wealth

I'm just broke recording in my closet

Investing but I do not make a profit

Whatever it don't matter what I wanted

Now I gotta finish what I started

It's time for change, it's time for change

Pick up my pen get my mind engaged

Imma little bit weird you may find me strange

My potential feeling trapped like a lion caged

It's time for change, it's time for change

Imma little bit puzzled how my minds arranged

How do I explain I gotta find the stage

My emotions are a beast like a lion's rage

Where is my mind I think I lost it

Please let me know if you come across it

My valuables are in there like my wallet

Do not clap I'm not looking for applause yet

I'm looking for you if you're questioning me

I could sever you cuz you ain't better than me

That burn could get worse it's only second degree

Don't make it be third from you mentioning me

Like sorry your girl thinks I'm better than you

But she knows I'm taken so she settled for you

Yeah all that love you can pretend that it's true

But know she hits me up at night between eleven and two

Nah I'm just messing, but if you thought of me there

You should pay attention yeah you oughta beware

If you shut up then you don't gotta be scared

Just know words are my weapons if you wanna prepare

Sorry I went off I forgot about humility

Pride is the one thing that seems it's always killing me

How can I have a balanced life with no stability

How can you count on my advice when I'm not really clean

Like what if I was this close to ending my life

When I look yeah I can see the end is in sight

Would you change all the sudden and pretend that you like

Me, don't lie cuz I can sense what is right

Hello I don't wanna say goodbye yet

Do you write rhymes maybe you should try it

If you don't well then maybe stay silent

Unless you wanna see me get violent

My loyalty you cannot buy it

On my way to the top gotta climb it

The air is getting thin in this climate

Alright back to the hook let's recite it

It's time for change, it's time for change

Pick up my pen get my mind engaged

Imma little bit weird you may find me strange

My potential feeling trapped like a lion caged

It's time for change, it's time for change

Imma little bit puzzled how my minds arranged

How do I explain I gotta find the stage

My emotions are a beast like a lion's rage

The world seems so evil God I thought we were your people

I wanna do the right thing but maybe I don't need to

The devil tryna trick me feeling so deceitful

I wanna know the issue of being treated equal

Inequality stops the world from being peaceful

Rich don't pray with their hearts they prey on the feeble

Then say pay the church to build a big cathedral

Thank God these camels can't fit through the eye of a needle

My rhymes are lethal do you not understand

I can build myself up then come for the damned

Bring em all back then run through the land

Like somehow this was all part of the plan

In reality I don't plan nothing

Thoughts just come while I am running

If I'm told take care of it I am hunting

The whole game down so prepare I'm coming