Coming home on Sunday

Gathered with my thoughts

Thinking of last Friday

When you stole my heart

Was it just one sided?

'Cause maybe I don't mind it

I know I seem so happy

And now I understand

This might sound so sappy

I smile when you hold my hand

Was it just one sided?

'Cause maybe I don't mind it

Well that's just a lie that I like to tell myself

I know that I know that I need some mental help

It's draining, draining on my confidence

How little that I have left,

It makes no fucking sense

Why I look at your ex,

Imagine what they're better at

They're better looking, so it's probably sex and everything else

And I like to be a libre Libra

But - but

I thought that I was special

I guess I was a rebound for you

I thought that I was special

To you

I thought that I was...

Is it nerves, I wonder?

Undressing my own soul (own soul)

Is this a sleepless slumber

Where we have the same old goal?

Is this just one-sided?

'Cause maybe I might mind it

Do you see me clearly?

I'm talking deep inside (inside)

Tell me sincerely

Set aside your pride

Is this just one-sided?

'Cause maybe I might mind it

Well that's just the truth that I like to tell to you

I know that I know that it may not be that cool

To bare my heart is what I'll do

Even if it means that potentially

Maybe we're through

At the very core of it:

I will be ok

Tears will shed

I'll get through the day

(Maybe feel good too)

And there's something that I'd like to say

It's that...

I know that I am special (I'm as special as can be)

I might've been a rebound for you

I know that I am special (I'm as special as can be)

To me, yeah

I know that I am special (I'm a special motherfucker)

(Don't make me tell you twice)

I might've been a rebound (I'm a special mother fucker)

For you (Don't make me tell you twice)

I know that I am special (I'm a special motherfucker)

(Don't make me tell you twice)

To me, yeah (I'm a special mother fucker)

I know that I'm special

I know that I am special

I might've been a rebound for you

I know that I am special

To me, yeah