These last two years were the worst years of my life

Left me fucked up past the point of ever believing that I'd get by

I call your phone, you don't pick up

It's pointless hope 'cause I know you're gone

I've heard your voice so many times

I've got your message memorized

I've tried everything but nothing's working

I've tried everything but I'm still hurting

The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out

On the floor again and I'm losing it

So beat me 'tiI I black out

'Cause I don't want to face it

I don't want to face it

These last two hours were the longest of my life

And the thought of you is a slow burn blazing

That never fades with time

I thought I'd heal but then I relapsed

I'm falling back, can't help my reflex

In my head I'm treading water but my arms just collapse

I've tried everything but nothing's working

I've tried everything but I'm still hurting

The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out

On the floor again and I'm losing it

So beat me 'tiI I black out

'Cause I don't want to face it

I don't want to face it

The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out

On the floor again and I'm losing it

So beat me 'tiI I black out

'Cause I don't want to face it

I don't want to face it

I've tried everything but nothing's working

I've tried everything but nothing's working