Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

You ever get some people so motivated

But slowly you feel your strength decline?

Always uplifting people's soul

But you're breaking down internally, that's what you hide

But you're the power source for so many lives

You give them hope, you're alive, that's why

Feel like my life is built on so many lies but if I chose just to die, I'd

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

So many people using me for therapy, yeah, yeah

But truth be told, I ain't been taking care of me, yeah, yeah

But can't nobody notice it apparently, yeah, yeah

I do so well at hiding it for clarity, yeah, yeah

I'm mean it, no kidding, yeah apparently, yeah

My kids love me but I feel I'm failing parenting, yeah, yeah

But that's the price I pay, I guess it's fair I see, yeah

For a fare I see, yeah, call it heresy

How can I tell you, "Be sober" while drinking?

Rolling this weed up, I know what you're thinking

So positive what I wrote with my ink pen

Hero, that's right, by night more so like Kingpin

Give you comfort while my soul is depleting

One justice circle, won't go to the precinct

Keep it together, it's so hard to pretend

Pull my own card like a photo ID then

I know I'm supposed to be a pillar of strength

Me and baby mama beef, ain't seen my kid in a week

The other day I drove around until my whip was on E

Put the pistol to my head, but chose to live because peep

I know I got a bunch of soldiers that's depending on me

I gotta get myself together, I've been feeling so weak

But if mental health matters is the shit that I preach

But pull the trigger, then what kind of hypocrite would I be?

Question

You ever get some people so motivated

But slowly you feel your strength decline

Always uplifting people's soul

But you're breaking down internally, that's what you hide

But you're the power source for so many lives

You give them hope you're alive, that's why

Feel like my life is built on so many lies but if I chose just to die, I'd

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

I'd just be a hypocrite

Though a positive mindset, my brain isn't innocent

When subcortical structures and limbic bend a bit

The trauma we beat, but we haven't been too tentative

It's normal to reoccur as a given stimulant

Try funding this cost 'til we end up indigent

Or insufficient, broke, it doesn't make any sense

I really get flat 'cause I give so many this

Uplifting agenda, but then I feel my triggers get

Pulled and my mask goes in the wind again

So sick of losing and wondering when I'll win again

How do we spread love when it isn't in us then?

But people make it real and then within they implement

If I'm the reason why you chose to live but in the end

I didn't wanna do it, would you quit and come with me then?

It's never false hope, but this shit gets intricate

I won't quit, word to dementia, forget a hypocrite