FINDING MYSELF SLIPPING INTO A SPIN

I’M REACHING I’M GRASPING FOR SOMETHING, FOR ANYTHING

NOTHING BUT DARKNESS BELOW

ABOVE THE LIGHT’S FADING

I LAND ON THE STREET WITH MY BARE FEET ON WET CONCRETE

MAKE MYSELF FEEL SOMETHING, FEEL ANYTHING

TELL ME AGAIN, WHERE DOES IT END? ANYWHERE

CHANGING MY MIND HALF THE TIME ANYWAY

I CAN’T TRACE THE LINES, THEY’RE ALL BLURRED BY THE WINE

BEEN THROWING IT BACK, CHASING PANIC ATTACKS

THERE I GO AGAIN

YEAH I SHOULD KNOW BY NOW

BUT I STUMBLE AROUND, CAN’T FIND THE GROUND ANYWHERE

I SHOULD KNOW BUT

I DON’T SEE WHERE I’M GOING

I WON’T SAY WHAT I’M THINKING

I CAN’T HEAR WHAT YOU’RE SAYING

FINALLY FREE, “IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME”

I SPIN IT AROUND LIKE A CARNIVAL CLOWN

I PAINT MY FACE IN A PERMANENT FROWN

ALL FOR NOTHING

I’LL BE RIGHT HERE WITH A ROSE IN MY TEETH

AND A BOTTLE OF WINE

OH NO, WHERE’S THE TIME GONE?

I BETTER LEAVE BEFORE WE EVEN BEGIN AGAIN

FALLING BEHIND TRYING TO FIND YOU AGAIN

AND IT’S THROWING ME INTO A DIZZY SPIN

SO I CLOSE MY EYES, RECKLESSLY IMPROVISE EVERYTHING

YEAH I SHOULD KNOW BY NOW

BUT I STUMBLE AROUND, CAN’T FIND THE GROUND ANYWHERE

I SHOULD KNOW BUT

I DON’T SEE WHERE I’M GOING

I WON’T SAY WHAT I’M THINKING

I CAN’T HEAR WHAT YOU’RE SAYING

I’M IN A DIZZY SPIN