God, are you sleeping? Are you dead?

Words in my mouth are still unsaid

And I'm not sure if I can get them out

'Cause I've spent enough time in my head

I've spent enough time sleepin'

All of the days, they blur together now

And all of the words are still trapped in my mouth

I don't want you, I don't want God

I don't want anything at all

I don't have the words to bring that light back home

That's a season of my life that's gone

Where was I going? I almost lost control

And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go

So just keep breathing

You walked me right up to that cliff

Did all you could to make me jump off of it

And I'll give in, you know I always do

I'll do anything I can to never disappoint you

Disappoint you

Where was I going? I almost lost control

And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go

So just keep breathing, that's where you wanna be

'Cause it never occurred to me to just move through

And I could never suggest it as calmly as you do

I could put up a fight, but I don't think it'd come out quite like it used to

Like it used to