Timebomb

Seconds are left on the countdown

Panic attack, the next normal in bloom

I let you go to get a grip on myself

But will you welcome me back as someone else?

All my life I've been a timebomb (Now time is running out)

Juxtapose me with my past self (A doubt I can't surmount)

It's survival of the restless (Survival of the restless)

So split the difference between us

Looking back on the things that I've done

I should have known that I've always had more than enough

If tonight I fall asleep for the last time

I want to be proud of the things that I've done right

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn't seem like it's passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I'd find strength to hold on to

Consumed by what I can't undo

Here we go again

Beyond the barricade, rip the curtain away

And you'll see the mess I've made

Beyond the barricade, rip the flesh away

And you'll see it's me you saved

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn't seem like it's passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I'd find strength to hold on to

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn't seem like it's passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I'd find faith to hold on to

Beyond the barricade, rip the flesh away

And you'll see the mess I've made

Beyond the barricade, wash the fear away

And you'll see it's me you saved

Beyond the barricade, we wash the fear away

And you'll see it's me you saved

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn't seem like it's passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I'd find strength to hold on to

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn't seem like it's passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I'd find faith to hold on to