Faded Out

I don't wanna wake up lately

The days are getting longer

It feels just like I'm going through the motions

I don't know what's wrong with me

I wanna try, I wanna care

I wanna feel alive like I used to

I wanna be someone, do something

But it feels a little like sleepwalking

I'm faded out

I keep trying to stand but I'm falling down

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?

Is it not enough to wanna get better?

I'm faded out

And it's not getting better

Give me something real to hold on to

'Cause I don't know what's real anymore

I'm walking through the haze tryna find you

The person that I was before

I gave it all, and I found a hole

That I didn't know was hiding

Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong

And I've been out lost sleepwalking

I'm faded out

I keep trying to stand but I'm falling down

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?

Is it not enough to wanna get better?

I'm faded out

And it's not getting better

I wanna find some piece of mind

I need a lifeline, please somebody, please somebody

I can't seem to wake up

Something's gotta give before I give up

I can't live like this

I hate everything I feel 'cause I don't feel anything anymore

And I don't know why

I just wanna stop time to catch my breath

I'm faded out

I keep trying to stand but I'm falling down

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?

Is it not enough to wanna get better?

I'm faded out

And it's not getting better