Finding Out as I Go

They say forgive and forget

But I don’t think I can do that yet

Give it time and think things over

But this shouldn’t earn a spot in my head

All I do is lay in bed awake at night

Dreaming of the things that I could say

But it’s too late

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now

‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know

So I’m finding out as I go

I felt the signs in my chest

But I didn’t hear the sirens ahead

Yeah I’m alive, I’m still breathing

Even though they tried to leave me for dead

All I do is lay in bed awake at night

Dreaming of the things that I could say

But that’s a waste

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now

‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know

So I’m finding out as I go

And I’m finally feeling human again

I’m finding out that heroes let you down

My ignorance has led me here again

But I’m finding out as I go

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now

‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know

So I’m finding out as I go