Healing

As I lay here, could I just stay here?

Build barricades here, before I'm old?

Could you fold me, patch and remold me?

Shelter and hold me, before I'm cold?

Tell me all that wasn't real

I can't control and I don't wanna feel

But maybe I'm healing

I'm healing

Maybe there's a reason

I've felt, the way that I'm feelin

I know It may take some time

Before I can cross that line

But maybe I'm healing

You could shake me

Could try to wake me

But you mustn't make me

I still want you here

Don't you notice

Don't you control this

Disabled progress

Don't you disappear

I can't pretend I know that it's for sure

But who's to blame, when no one's keeping score?

But maybe I'm healing

I'm healing

Maybe there's a reason

I've felt, the way that I'm feeling

And it's such a bitter pill

It's just that I feel it still

But maybe I'm healing