Ayy

I go to sleep every night losin' the fire (Fire, fire)

I mess up as soon as I'm doin' it right (Right, right)

I can't see the vision, I'm losin' my sight

I'm livin' in darkness when I am the light

The enemy just sent another invite, and I

I cannot lead this new generation 'cause I keep fallin' in temptation

Why do I get so manipulated? 'Cause I got flesh that's impatient

So guilty, I'm not even meditatin', not readin' my Bible, procrastinatin'

Beginnin' to feel so uneducated, I don't really feel like I'm dedicated

So many calls upgraded, storms I had in my way, ayy

I'm tempted by all of these snakes, I'm lettin' 'em lead me astray, ayy

Been easily gettin' distracted because of the love that I'm lackin'

These demons just keep on attackin', I'm cuttin' off every attachment

I know I'm not perfect but I could pretend (I'm pretendin')

I know it's not worth it, but I could repent (Nah)

I'm makin' excuses for livin' in sin (Makin' excuses)

I say I won't do it and do it again (I did it again)

And again and again (Dang)

And again and again (And again)

And again and again

I say I won't do it and do it again

Lately I been in the blind because I go back in the dark every time

Tryna' protect myself wit' all these lies, I got some things I wish I could rewind

Still got some anger and I got some pride, I still be lustin' inside of my mind

I know it's a way I could get back in line, I just be prayin' He give me a sign

But I, I get so deep in emotion, I don't even know how to speak, ayy

The enemy leavin' me hopeless, I don't know what happened to me, ayy

I'm failin' so much in this season, so many ungodly reasons

I'm feelin' my confidence leavin', somebody lead me to Jesus

I know I'm not perfect but I could pretend (I'm pretendin', dang)

I know it's not worth it, but I could repent (Nah)

I'm makin' excuses for livin' in sin (Makin' excuses)

I say I won't do it and do it again (I did it again)

And again and again (Dang)

And again and again (And again)

And again and again

I say I won't do it and do it again