What if this is my final chapter?

While I'm still holdin' on to things that don't really matter

Still not forgivin' and still livin' so backwards

Would it be worth all of the judgment that's comin' after?

Selfish, that explains why I'm feelin' helpless

Still tryna get over all the women that I slept with

Still tryna get over the thoughts of wantin' to get rich

Tryna avoid all of these demons that I ain't met with

It get difficult every day tryin' to tell 'em

Why the devil tryna insert sin in my cerebellum

God wanna use me, I be tryin' not to fail 'em

Givin' bars for free, He be tellin' me not to sell 'em

I cannot compete wit' nobody that's not obedient

Every time I fall into sin I just start repeating it

I'm guilty, go to sleep every night feelin' filthy

Satan try to tell me no way that God forgive me

I don't believe you (Nah)

'Cause God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (Yeah)

God keep letting me go deeper (Deeper)

God keep telling me "Go deeper"

I gotta live in repentance 'cause I'm rebellious

Every time I make a mistake I feel like a failure

Can't even breathe when I feel guilty, need an inhaler

Natasha send me words of encouragement from Australia

To keep me afloat, she tell me I'm like Michael Jackson

I'm really the GOAT, but I think she doin' the most

I'm just humble, I guess, I'm still stumblin', yes

I have trouble with stress, I still struggle with flesh

I need somebody to help me get through the weather

Another storm come soon as everything gettin' better

But even through all of it I try to keep it together

Steady droppin' gems to people like I'm a treasure

Every time I see the sun rise, I think of Jesus

We can't wait to see you again like Wiz Khalifa

Every day I wake up knowin' it's for a reason

'Cause God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (I like that)

God keep letting me go deeper (Yeah)

God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (Deeper)

God keep telling me "Go deeper"

Every time I repent is a way for me to restart

I still got a lot of guilt remainin' stuck on my heart

I named my son Noah, I think of him as an ark

To stay on top of these waters that keep me stuck in the dark

It's a lot of Red Seas that I don't know how to part

I wanna break all my habits but I don't know where to start

God told me my music gon' be all over the charts

I been doin' this so long but still been comin' up short

Supposed to be an example, instead I sin every day

My obedience fragile 'cause I be stuck in my ways

Feel like I lose every battle the devil's sendin' my way

I be searchin' for answers like I don't know how to pray

I don't know what to say, gettin' sick of the same storms

I can't change it either way, I still gotta wait for 'em

He wit' me though, He a better neighbor than Statefarm

My heart cold but the spirit normally stay warm

It's peaceful, I believe that He delivered me from evil

Every blessin' He give me come wit' a sequel

As long as I continue this for all the people

That's the reason He tellin' me "Go deeper"