歌詞
[Verse 1]
Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed
[Verse 2]
I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
[Verse 3]
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok
[Verse 4]
Hungry for amphetamines
60, Amitriptyline
Violently crying to the song that you sent me
[Verse 5]
Laxative, can't forgive
A reason to live
Find myself, lose myself
Be myself, fuck myself
[Verse 6]
Can you heal me mentally?
Can you sing a melody?
Can you be a friend to me?
People leave so suddenly
Suffering, peace offering
Virtual life is altering
On a noose, cut me loose
Never ending self-abuse
[Verse 7]
I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
[Verse 8]
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok
[Verse 9]
Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed
[Verse 10]
I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
[Verse 11]
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok
[Verse 12]
I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
[Verse 13]
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok
Written by: Nat Ćmiel
