I'm Not Okay, Pt. 2

If I died you wouldn't know You always see me smiling, so I don't blame you, it's my fault My life is moving so slow Message me and I'll pretend that I am out of range Call me on my phone yeah, nothing's gonna change Laying on my own is something I am getting used to I would love to talk about it but don't want to bother you On the inside I am falling apart Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm On the inside I am falling apart Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm I am not okay, I am not okay Yeah And I hate the way, I just hate the way I am I can't get it out, I can't get it out Of me I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain 'Til the end of me My heart has stopped beating Because of the coldness That I spread around me And I haven't died yet But my feelings did Time is frozen in place Everyday is the same Nothing has changed And even though I'm not okay Still you don't hear me cry every other day Maybe someday I'll open up So at the moment I'm not givin' up On the inside I am falling apart Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm On the inside I am falling apart Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm I am not okay, I am not okay Yeah And I hate the way, I just hate the way I am I can't get it out, I can't get it out Of me I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain 'Til the end of me I am not okay, I am not okay Yeah And I hate the way, I just hate the way I am (oh) I can't get it out, I can't get it out Of me I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain 'Til the end of me