I must apologise

I never wanted to cause doubt in your mind I'm not acting the way I think you'd like We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid If only you knew the way I felt inside On that night Your paranoia, it happens all the time And that's 'cause lying's a big problem of mine But I still do it, now I'm by myself again I tell so many that I can't see them end So I said If I could, I would make amends Today, I wrote a list of them The way it starts, the way it ends I signed my name in marker pen (yeah) I must apologise Before I end the night It's not a gamе, I want to change These days, it doesn't feel the same The way it did some years before I've lost so much, I'll lose some more I'm not able (ble-ble) To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause They say I should be honest more, one day, I'm sure I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies for I must apologise Before I end the night