Lea's Birthday

I thought it could all be fun We would just be friends Drinking in the bars Talking about our worlds Man said But then you told me about that girl We should sound better way Better than I used to act Sometimes she's nice I pretend that everything is fine And I am happy for you now But right behind A thousand lies are screaming out How could I be brave How could I forget All the ways and say it didn't match I might be hurt but I still smile Now you have to face you feel the pain You are Too far Is here and there and everywhere And inside the songs I couldn't bear And I guess I can't deny It was more than a mouth And I know it's been a long time And you let the water run by But then why are you the one I call when I'm alone It didn't scar that it makes sense you are Still right it's here and there and everywhere I can't deny it was more than a moment And I shouldn't bother anymore Cause you will be fine I can be sure But it's not the way to say goodbye I might be hurt But I won't cry