Thinking Loud

Tables that we reserve Often empty never served Dodging all these calls from friends we know deeply Saying that we'll go to eat somewhere cheaply Faint perfume, old cologne We bottle hurt when we're alone Our friends are spinning records bought on their visas Look at all the magnets stuck to their freezers I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun I'm sick of nudging you awake to find out how you're feeling babe I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun I'm sick of nudging you awake cause I don't know if you will stay Morning fog silent break downs Winter moves my mood around Working different hours never was easy I'm always prone find myself feeling guilty Stuck in this ghost town My mind plays awful sounds I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun I'm sick of nudging you awake to find out how you're feeling babe I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun I'm sick of nudging you awake cause I don't know if you will stay And I come home I've been working the night shift You worked all day you're asleep in your arm chair I wonder if you're dreaming about me I'll wait up late just to feel you around me And I come home each time a little bit slower Pain builds like a storm drains filling with water I wonder if you're dreaming about me I'll wait up late wishing you were beside me I come home I've been working the night shift You worked all day you're asleep in your arm chair I wonder if you're dreaming about me I'll wait up late just to feel you around me And I come home post it notes on a closed door Passing off blame use our hearts as a scoreboard I wonder if you're dreaming about me I'll wait up late wishing you were around me I come home thinking of summer and slurred speech Your breath on my skin made me weightless and so free I wonder if the time spent without me Made you rethink all your feelings about me I come home, all alone with my small thoughts All the small ways that I always would fall short I wonder if someone else ever loves me As much as you did could I make them feel happy?