My Little Love

My little love, I see your eyes widen like an ocean

When you look at me, so full of my emotions

I'm finding it hard to be here sincerely

I know you feel lost, it's my fault completely

Tell me you love me

I love you a million percent

I don't recognise myself in the coldness of the daylight

So I ain't surprised you can read through all of my lies

I feel so bad to be here when I'm so guilty

I'm so far gone, and you're the only one who can save me

Oi, I feel like you don't love me

Why do you feel like that?

Do you like-like me?

You know Mommy doesn't like anyone else like I like you, right?

I'm holding on

Barely

Mama's got a lot to learn

It's heavy

I'm holding on

Catch me

Mama's got a lot to learn

Teach me

Mummy's been having a lot of big feelings recently

Like how?

Just like– Let me– I'm, I'm feeling like I'm trapped, like, um

How?

What?

I feel a bit confused

Why?

I don't know

And I feel like I don't really know what I'm doing

Oh, at all?

At all

And that would make me go giy-ay-ay

My little love, tell me, do you feel the way my past aches?

When you lay on me, can you hear the way my heart breaks?

I wanted you to have everything I never had

I'm so sorry if what I've done makes you feel sad

I love your dad 'cause he gave you to me

You're half me, and you're half daddy

Oh

I'm holding on

Barely

Mama's got a lot to learn

It's heavy

I'm holding on

Catch me

Mama's got a lot to learn

Teach me

I'm having a bad day, I'm having a very anxious day

I feel very paranoid, I feel very stressed

Um, I have a hangover, which never helps, but

I feel like today is the first day since I left him that I feel lonely

And I never feel lonely, I love being on my own

I always preferred being on my own than being with people

And I feel like maybe I've been, like, overcompensating

And being out and stuff like that to keep my mind off of him

And I feel like today I'm home, and I wanna be at home

And I just wanna watch TV and curl up in a ball and

Be in my sweats and stuff like that, but I just feel really lonely

I feel a bit frightened that I might feel like this a lot