NO ACCIDENT

You know me more than I care to admit You called the ambulance But I didn't want it Practising patience Just kept me nervous 'Cause I think your accident Happened on purpose And I still have a hand to hold And you still have blood on your clothes You only want the best for everybody else But darling no one else comes close And of all the ways You've ruined my day You say how much you hate the one That made you this way All of the ways You tried to explain How no one could ever want someone so vain Well, if that's the case Why did I stay? Why did I stay? I can stand by the bedside In your hospital room Or I can guard the door Until you tell me not to Eh, eh, eh I can only give as much as you're willing to take I can burn down the church And build a statue in its place My house of worship Your name in cursive I'll chain myself to its base And all the ways You feel so ashamed For how you look And who you fuck That you just can't seem to shake All of the ways You say my name Torture myself thinking That I won't catch you saying it again Saying it again Say it again Say it again Say it again You picked me up When I was starving I only got better under your arm And I know you were terrified Look where we are I had my surgery but you got the scars And all I know Is that if all I had to offer was to suffer in your place I'll bury myself the same day