Yeah

This is the beginning right here

Bow, bow, ba-dow-bow, ba-ba, dow, bow-bow

And then the hook's right here

It's coming after this, we've got a couple more bars

I know where it goes, it goes here

It's coming up, yeah, yeah, okay

So I said

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?

Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know

And you don't gotta tell me different

Baby, I been losing vision

Don't know who's life I been living

Not my own

Pull up in that brand new nothing

But I still look disgusting

Got 'em sick how I'm stunting

Don't even know how I got in

Don't even know how I'm talking

I don't even speak this language

Every day is some new strangeness

Just another way to say the same shit

Then we wasted and we racing

Wonder who gonna get most famous

And we pacing 'round 4:00 A.M

Wonder who gonna get the next bag quick

And I'm breaking, no I'm making it

Even though I don't even know who I came with

And I'm blanking, no what's my name?

Now I don't even know what I'm saying, hell

I don't even know what I'm saying

I don't even know what I'm

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?

Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know

And you don't gotta tell me different

Baby, I been losing vision

Don't know who's life I been living

Not my own

I turn the page in the same book that they wrote before

Am I okay?

At this point I don't even know

And you don't gotta tell me nothing

Baby, I know I been bluffing

Don't know whose life I got stuck in

Not my own

Don't even know where I'm at

Who I'm supposed to be

I'm out to lunch, I'm lost at sea

Done drank too much, forgotten me

I been feeling a little bit crazy

'Cause I'm crazy

Ask me if I want them to call me

I'm like Carly, I say maybe

I been losing sleep too often

And I sleep too much to lock in

It's like lately I've been lost in

Somewhere I just keep on walking

I don't really wanna figure out the way I wanna live

'Cause if I knew just what to do

It'd be something already did

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?

Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know

And you don't gotta tell me different

Baby, I been losing vision

Don't know who's life I been living

Not my own

I turn the page in the same book that they wrote before

Am I okay?

At this point I don't even know

And you don't gotta tell me nothing

Baby, I know I been bluffing

Don't know whose life I got stuck in

Not my own