Till I Let Go

Swear I won't forget this Why do I regret this? In my mind, reckless Thoughts are feeling endless Sitting up, I'm breathless Anxiety's infectious I feel so defenseless Betrayed and embarrassed I hate being open I hate being broken I feel like an ocean filled up with emotion Anger ain't a potion Rub it on like lotion I can feel it soak in Reopen The scars have awoken I can't move on 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go I can't move on 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go Let's go! I need time to deal The pain makes it real I don't want to feel I just wanna kill The bad thoughts and steal A good thought and meal I'm just lost, I feel I'm just lost, I feel I need time to heal I can't steer the wheel 'Cause this drive it kills It's gives me the chills An ice road it feels I slip off and peel And crash all the steel, will I ever heal? I can't move on 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go I can't move on 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go I can't move on 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go I can't move on, 'til I let go I feel so lost, never at home Need to be strong, every breath hope 'Cause I can't move on 'til I let go