Contrition

I will inflict this pain on myself I will inflict this pain on myself I will not let you hurt me I do this because I don't want to hear you say you're sorry Don't want to hear you say you're sorry This is my own fucking fault OH You have no control over me Before Before that happens The caretaker will be... putting me into the dirt The caretaker will be... putting me into the dirt The caretaker will be... putting me into the dirt Before that happens I will be Pushing up DAISIES From now on... you will see me suffer I will let you watch me waste away I Will let you watch Me waste away This will take from the life I'm given This will be my lifetime story This will take from the life I'm given This is the end Of all misery This is The end of Helplessness This is the end of hopelessness