Tripwires

It's evident I'm not enough I'm tired of the tip-tip-toeing Staying two steps ahead of it, going to bed with it All on my mind I don't derive any pleasure from the guilt It's not how I was built I paid my dues and diligence But I'm slippin' at the precipice I just wanna tumble down off of the cliff of it Disappear into the sediment Snip at all the little tripwires trippin' me up Trippin' me up Trippin' me, trippin' me up Trippin' me, trippin' me All the little tripwires trippin' me up How'd it get so slippery? Who am I without the shame? I guess that's why I kept it going Deep in the sting of it, why did I cling to it All of this time? I let myself go undefined Gotta learn to draw the line Paid my dues and diligence Made a mountain of my discontent Now I wanna tumble down off of the cliff of it Disappear into the sediment Snip at all the little tripwires trippin' me up Trippin' me up Trippin' me, trippin' me up Trippin' me, trippin' me All the little tripwires trippin' me up How'd it get so slippery? Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not Learning who I am Not just what I'm not