Defeated

Feelings have faded and ground away

All this time I've played undefined in reasoned affair

We who seek a reason or why

Are returned defeated in time

We that bleed in reach for the sky

Are interred to cling for dear life

All this ancient forest, I've a nature to burn to the flame

All native grounds that stand defiant of what I've become

Belated it seems all connection to what I could feel

Being trained from a boy not to suffer has raped all our joy

Yeah, I am another devout deliberator

Indecision is love

Visions of the past, a religion of descent

I'm chanting all the time, all the time in turn

Belated it seems all connection to what I could feel

Oh, being trained from a boy not to suffer has raped all our joy

Yeah