My reflection doesn't look like me

I hate myself ill close my eyes and then ill go to sleep

Thinking when i wake back up ill be a better me

I wanna go to sleep wake up and be a memory i hope i cut my arteries

Trapped in a digital prison of my creation

She look at me different like I'm her imagination

Sit here all alone crying in my desolation

Stuck in this world living in a simulation

I never meant you any harm

I smoke a cigarette and put it out on my arm

I wear hoodies when the days warm

To cover up the art i did on my forearm

My reflection doesn't look like me

I hate myself ill close my eyes and then ill go to sleep

Thinking when i wake back up ill be a better me

I wanna go to sleep wake up and be a memory i hope i cut my arteries

Stumble in damnation

Ill never find salvation

Walking home alone i trip and fall onto the pavement

Shirt full of blood stains

I can't feel no pain

Said she really loves me ya she touching on my scar veins