Not Scared, Terrified

I pulled my coat on tight and stood in the hall Dust in a shaft of light floating by the wall I started crying to myself It wasn't in my head It was physical Like ghosts hung on thread A bunch of chemicals I started laughing to myself When you pulled out your heart I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past I made it up I made it up But now suddenly I feel I'm gonna' be ok You know you could help yourself You could help yourself You will not turn to rust You won't turn to dust You started laughing to yourself When you pulled out your heart I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past I made it up I made it up But now suddenly I feel I'm gonna' be ok When you pulled out your heart I scrambled up I scrambled up When you asked me my past I made it up I made it up But now suddenly I feel I'm gonna' be Oh I'm gonna be ok