You told me this time it would be different

I said the life that I lived in ain't gonna change

I'm not drowning in my past

Girl, I've been swimming

I've been swimming in the mistakes that I made

My mind is scarred from all the dirty thoughts of sinning

When I look at you I see a different face

This ain't the type of life I wanted to be living

But I'm addicted to a different kind of taste

It's like a drug that can't be cleansed out of my body

I'm one reason why reality has changed

Where you sleep is where I laid all of the bodies

Of the heartless damaged woman that I made

I heard you're out there dancing tipsy with your friend

Reminiscing 'bout the life we fucking had

Mixing uppers with downers cause you're dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

You dead

You dead

Ohhh

Shots of Tequila ain't gonna help you understand

Late nights in high heels ain't the life you wanna live

Hooking up with strangers just to feel that someone cares

I see the tears you hold in girl you don't have to pretend

I feel you through the walls that you built up to hold 'em in

Coming home past 5am, you know you getting bad

You know that you are dead

You know that you know, you know, you know, you're dead inside

I heard you're out there dancing tipsy with your friend

Reminiscing 'bout the life we fucking had

Mixing uppers with downers cause you're dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

Yeah, you dead inside

Yeah, you dead

You dead

You dead

Ohhh