Sabotage

Trying not to fuck it up this time

Cause all of the love you’ve been giving to me

I’d be out of my mind

To walk away from it all

Trying not to mess it up this time

Cause I’m falling in love and I

And I Never falling harder before

And it’s scaring me

If I’m honest about it

I’m known to run away at this part

Cause I don’t know how to love my self

So I push you away

Will you pray for me that I would trust you tonight

And tho there's fear I can sense that it's real

Cause I really wanna try this again

But I'm so afraid to

Hook:

But I found the faith I need this time

But I’m known to run away at this part

And I self sabotage

I don’t wanna do this again

VS 2:

I don’t wanna fuck it up this time

Cause I’m known to tell a lie or two

Or blame it on you

Ill say anything to keep from telling the truth

I just wanna love again

And I just wanna trust again

But it's hard to do

When your hearts in two

And it don't wanna budge

An inch