Closure

Ashes in my bookbag When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt Put the pen to paper for you every time like a verse Outta everybody you call, you know I'm pulling up first Hittin' licks outta town just to triple up the worth I always stood my ground and put it down on the turf Long nights on the block selling rocks I rehearsed Got a cutlass dropped the top just so I can have a vert Every year around this time we'd be all on the curb Cold as fuck outside long john under our shirt Break bread with the family, you felt you had to be first Everybody happy you want to be happier You know what's coming next, spent your block in a hearse Been put in front of the X, like that fire I immerse Just sent pictures to Flippa, that's my nigga we can't forget him Nobody check for Cool but I still tell him that we miss him I'm still chasing the dream that we had when we were children Lil' nigga serving fiends, got the studio in the kitchen I was just in elementary my momma start bitchin' 'Cause everybody told her I was heading to penitentiary I'm outside with guns, real young in the club around drugs Coming home smelling like I was just fishing All my big cousins used to always come and get me I was looking up to them and they the ones who wanna be with me You moved to the hood and fell in love with the trenches Saw the love that I had and ever since you wanna steal it Everything that we did, you was always in competition But I included you in every move, was never stingy With my plays, always made a way for you to be in position First chance you had you got a bag, you turned yo' back and dissed me When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt I love you but my heart telling me to hate you You wanted me to be in jail tryna chase you It ain't 'bout what you do, it's how you did it You can't have you dawg in prison in his feelings Switching numbers on me like you don't want me with it And we talked about everything but the business I ain't get a sentence from you since my sentence But on the streets, everybody thinking you the realest 'Cause you screaming free me and SG on ya pendant Even though I ain't need it, you could've sent ya dawg a penny Got bro nem sending pictures of you like nigga why you ain't send it Of course that shit impressive but right now it don't impress me Yeah, that shit look cool but it's some shit we ain't addressing You know you owe me money, I don't want no pictures of you flexing When it was my time to ride, I held it down, you ain't gotta question it I told you if I'm yo' nigga why the hell you got me in here guessing On top of that I'm stressing, police jumping on me You supposed to send words of encouragement to yo' homie You know if it weren't for me nigga, yo' lil' bitch ass would've been homeless You made sure you paid them cracka's, I guess it's different when you owe me Fuck the check, it's 'bout respect, it's 'bout the principle, the loyalty It ain't never 'bout no money, I threw a hundred in the ocean I ain't even gotta go on and say everything I did 'cause you was there Every, you know what I'm sayin', you was there You was there as in everything I did for you, you remember You could, you could feel like, you and somebody cliqued tight but You know along the way everybody grow up and have kids of they're own and go through different shit You know things change, people change, feelings change You might be away for some time and yo' dawg out here You know what I'm sayin'? And by time you jump out and yo' dawg go in You know years go by to where you be like y'all done spent all this time Away from each other (you really don't know each other) to the point y'all don't really know each other You can't even say y'all know each other like that You know what I'm sayin'? We just know we was dawgs but it's like you know Over a while it's like you got to get to know me all over again I'm agreeing with different shit, you agreeing with different shit Sometimes people's perspective change I see you, I'ma smack the shit out you, jit Fuck you talkin' 'bout? Smack yo' bitch ass Yo' mama know (on gang)