How Many Times

Been waiting by the phone to ring everyday But you don't really ever seem to call I managed to push you away, away from me Now I'm by myself, by myself here all alone How many times did I try but can't move on? I fought a million times, but I still keep holdin' on My heart is crumblin' deep down inside But I still can't seem to let you go Every day, it seems like I've been losing my mind The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast Moving too fast, yeah All the times you needed me, I pushed you away Was scared that you might pick up and just leave me one day I need you, need you back in my life Do it different this time with you No, I just can't live without you Ooh, girl, ooh Ooh-oh Oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh How many times did you cry for all my wrongs? Fought a million times 'til you couldn't stand no more I built a wall 'round my heart deep inside Never let nobody ever come close Every day, it seems like I've been losing my mind The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast Moving too fast, yeah All the times you needed me, I pushed you away Was scared that you might pick up and just leave me one day I need you, need you back in my life I'll do it different this time with you No, I just can't live without you I'm sorry that I couldn't give you all of me This broken heart that hasn't healed entirely, oh Now I'll have to live life knowing I let you slip away Every day, it seems like I've been losing my mind The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind I feel like half of my heart is missing inside Sometimes I just wanna die If you give me one more chance, I will make a change I will do my best to love you all of my days I need you, need you back in my life I'll do it different this time with you No, I just can't live without you