Damage Control

I tried it I faked it Put a smile- taking the blow Now my world's so badly sown Thoughts creeping Get sicker The shards are cutting deeper I'm breaking And rushing to the top Shining full of darkness Wanna erase the madness Wonder if my sadness Ever set me free Breaking all in vain I pushed beyond my limit Just to be alive Now I can't feel I cry my blood into melodies Where I sing and feel I'm free I'm trapped inside a body With mechanical needs But that's just the real me Relentless Taking pride I make believe even if my Inside is all crushing up Everyday Gets darker And only makes me stronger Best part is - I got it on my own Shining full of darkness Wanna erase the madness Wonder if my sadness Ever set me free Wanted to be like them Now just wanna be me Cause I'm not yet who I'm meant to I cry my blood into melodies Where I sing and feel I'm free I'm trapped inside a body With mechanical needs But that's just the real me My head's back in the trunk My heart rushes the road And I'm ready to roll I'm on Damage Control My heart rushes the road And I'm ready to roll I'm on Damage Control Da-Da-Damage Control