Change

Lay in my bed and the time Is running away but that's fine I feel like i don't try enough To make anything out of my life Tell me that i am not wasting my time Tell me that i didn't fuck up my life Feed me your lies and make me feel secure I can't tell the truth and don't want to anymore Don't call on my phone Leave me alone You say you're a bro but i don't think so, no I don't want to hide but i don't have a choice Bottle it up I feel like a toy Seems like every day's just getting worse And i'm taking all these pills but there's no difference at all It's gotten to the point where i've given up hope But i keep on faking smiles cause they want me to I can't just sit and chill By myself 'cause then i would Find myself just breaking down Thinking 'bout my life and how It'd be easier to end it Thinking 'bout it but then still I got someone to live for Don't know how much i need them Lately it's been way too much Weight on both my arms has been carrying way too much Troubles, stress still not enough Looking at the time and i'm wasted (fuck) It's another day, nothing's changing Still feel like shit and head's aching Take another pill and forget it Looking at the time and i'm wasted It's another day, nothing's changing Still feel like shit and head's aching Take another pill and forget it