I hate how I'm margelia, yeah my insides are out

It's a hard sell to pull me out of my house

I need some reassurance, I won't bug myself out

When they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

Yeah I don't think that I can carry this weight

My teacher told me I should pull up my grades

I need some medicine, a cold mithridate

So when I walk the hallways I don't disassociate

All my intentions, are they ever worth it?

If all that I hope for never reaches the surface

There's a liar in me, a liar in me

I bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me

I swallow my tongue at things that I know won't hurt me

Hear a voice from within

You took a rib I never wanted to give

I need to make sure this is not a mistake

My parents tell me I should watch how I weigh

I pick some flowers from the shed that I've made

To form the crown that will keep me safe

All my intentions, will they soon be worth it?

All I can hope for is that I’ll reach the surface

There's a liar in me, a liar in me

At least for now