Lost my sense of direction

Cause I’ve got no more North star to follow

When I see my reflection

I see a place in my chest that's hollow

And I just try to fill it up

Pour more romance in my cup, cool down the sorrow

My suitcase is beat to hell

But I’ve seen things I never would have seen on your tight leash

I don’t have a new address

And I spent the night in LAX

Where I met a man

With a warm heart and a tan who gave me hope again

And I know I need to be alone

Until my faith in my own self worth has finally grown

Show me a map to me

A place where I don’t need

To be needed

I joke that I’m free now

But all this uncertainty gives me anxiety

And I’m acting desperate

Madly hunting for a man to love me

And hold me firmly to the ground

Cause I do self destructive things when no one is around

And I know I need to be alone

Until my faith in my own self worth has finally grown

Show me a map to me

A place where I don’t need

To be needed

And I have loved so many faces

It’s not hard for me to care

But I fall in between the spaces

Love so hard that I’m not there

Rug pulled out from under,

Can’t stand up when you’re pinned to the ground

I went to your new place

And I cried the second I saw your face

But after an hour you stopped listening

You love to have the power

You brought up that one fight we had

Where I pushed you cause no one ever made me so mad

And I know I need to be alone

Until my faith in my own self worth has finally grown

Show me a map to me

A place where I don’t need

To be needed

To be needed