There are things that I'm not dealing with

And I put it deep

So I don't stop and think

That maybe, that maybe I'm wrong

I ignored all the signs

And all the times that you tried to reach out

I put you off and took you for granted

I wish I could still see you standing

A fighter

A velvet hammer

No complaints

But It didn't matter

His eyes looked just like mine

As we watched her light die

Let me feel it

I've been here before

Let me feel it

Picked up my phone a day too late

The struggle that you faced

Had picked up its pace

Those halls looked too familiar

Internally I shut down

Tried to block it out

Tried to block it out

Tried to block it out

Until now

No reply by the time

By the time I got my

Priorities in line

No reply

Flatline

I'm a selfish weak hypocrite

I've learned nothing from loss

Callused once again

Callused once again

So I don't have to feel it

Callused once again

Please let me feel it now