Four Leaf Dream

I was so mad at you for leaving

But thank God you did

My mind's a constant stream

Of what I should've said

I was so overwhelmed by

All you had done

And it's unusual

I never jump the gun

I let it all just drift away

If only I

Had time to make it all okay

And God I tried

It took a while for me to see

That it wasn't right

You were my never-ending four leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense, intense company

Maybe I'll go back to sleep

I was so mad at me for seeing

What was never there

I painted pictures

With the words that you prepared

I was so overwhelmed by

All you had done

And it's confusing

'Cause you let me hold the gun

I watched it all drift away

If only I

Had time to make it all okay

And God I tried

It took a while for me to see

That it wasn't right

You were my never-ending four leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense, intense company

Hope I don't fall back asleep