Mind Play

Listen up, I make it plain to see With so much vacancy There's no control of who I let in The parts that ache in me I push them dangerously No one can heal my wounds with just thread Then you make me say I'm sorry, when I'm not I'm the one who puts the target on my back And you're thinking that you know me, but you don't You're just repeating what words I've said Ima be alright, I'm just caught up in my mind Ima be alright, I'm just tryna stay alive yeah Hard to keep my focus, tryna keep a steady vibe yeah Ima be alright I'm just caught inside my mind So why do I depress myself? Suppressing all I am When I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head I'm walking aimlessly While waiting patiently For this world to bring me my end You can try to bar me, you'll need an army When my demons need to be fed So when I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head Until my conscious clears Hell is here Don't you fear I'm living life like a goddamn zombie How can I live when I'm already dead? Your help won't help me I am a dead man walking When I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head I'm walking aimlessly While waiting patiently For this world to bring me my end You can try to bar me, you'll need an army When my demons need to be fed So when I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head So don't you pray for me There was no saving me From my head When it's every single day That I feel this way When I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head I'm walking aimlessly While waiting patiently For this world to bring me my end You can try to bar me, you'll need an army When my demons need to be fed So when I'm gone why would you pray for me? There was no saving me From the thoughts inside of my head