I Carry the Blame

No, I've never felt the moment could shatter like a dream But there's more to life than I thought I would ever see I've aimed to reach perfection A foolish game to play Hell, I swear I did my best and it crumbled anyway This mortal life will bring you down to the ground I've tried to reach the surface But lost along the way 'Cause I know (know), there's an ocean in-between us (an ocean in-between us) We fell apart (apart), only to unite as one again In my heart (in my heart), I always thought I knew the way Right from the start With a prayer (with a prayer), in despair (in despair) I am calling out your name (your name) Hurt and ever broken In the cold (in the cold), in the rain (in the rain) I am bleeding all the same (bleeding all the same) I carry the blame At the bottom of the darkness Where light can never reach And there's nothing good No nothing good could ever breach I lie behind the curtain Hiding in myself I'm shutting down all feelings, numb in my cocoon There's no one there, not anywhere under the moon Living like I'm dying This wasteland is my fate 'Cause I know (know), there's an ocean in-between us (an ocean in-between us) We fell apart (apart), only to unite as one again In my heart (in my heart), I always thought I knew the way Right from the start With a prayer (with a prayer), in despair (in despair) I am calling out your name (your name) Hurt and ever broken In the cold (in the cold), in the rain (in the rain) I am bleeding all the same (bleeding all the same) I carry the blame I'm stronger than I was before, hurt but never broken Rising to get off the floor There is something more I'm stronger than I was before, hurt but never broken Forgiveness is an open door There is something more With a prayer (with a prayer), in despair (in despair) I am calling out your name (your name) Hurt but never broken In the cold (in the cold), in the rain (in the rain) I am healing all the same (all the same) Leaving the blame