You say I'm selfish with my ways all this shit was just a phase

If you didn't really love me why you make me stay

If you didn't really love me that's all you had to say

All the years that we have shared to go and throw it all away

It's like I don't know you no more I want the old you back

Not the man I fell for always used to have my back

You had mine I had yours and you know it's just a fact

You hurt me deep down to the core now look at where the fuck we at

I'm disappointed yeah yeah I'm disappointed

When they speak bad about you I back you up damn I am stupid

I just hope that you are happy and get everything you wanted

Had to get this off my chest p.s. I knew this day was coming

Like damn (Like like like damn)

Getting lost in the thrill

We were high up in the hills no track of time

We slow it down keep it real

We could lie for the night I'll be here

Paradise in your eyes

But I'm not yours and you're not mine

You say you never want to go

But if you run you know I won't follow

Yeah I admit that I been tripping I've been caught up with these women

This shit really got me sipping this shit really got me thinking

Do I like am I becoming I feel like I'm pretending

All this unwanted attention got me caught up in my ego

We know what it really is yeah I'm back to the biz

I know you want a future be the mother of my kid

I know life can be a trip we aborted gods gift

I hope I don't go to hell for the fucked up shit that we did

I just wanna make amends I just wanna be your friend

I don't ever wish you harm I just wanna see you win

You forever have my love from this point until the end

Have no choice to let you go maybe one day try again

I'm just saying yeah I'm just saying

Getting lost in the thrill

We were high up in the hills no track of time

We slow it down keep it real

We could lie for the night I'll be here

Paradise in your eyes

But I'm not yours and you're not mine

You say you never want to go

But if you run you know I won't follow

It was perfect from the start overtime shit got dark

I decided separating myself to collect my thought

I lost touch with who I am now I'm finding me again

I'm too focused now to let anyone ruin that again

It's not you it's me It's not me it's you pick and choose

That's the problem with us people rather blame then talk it through

My words don't mean shit to you I back it up what's left to prove

It's like I'm at war with myself tell me the point if we both lose

Getting lost in the thrill

We were high up in the hills no track of time

We slow it down keep it real

We could lie for the night I'll be here

Paradise in your eyes

But I'm not yours and you're not mine

You say you never want to go

But if you run you know I won't follow

Getting lost in the thrill

We were high up in the hills no track of time

We slow it down keep it real

We could lie for the night I'll be here

Paradise in your eyes

But I'm not yours and you're not mine

You say you never want to go

But if you run you know I won't follow