Wash away the thoughts I hate

I'll take my drugs and fade away

It's okay, I'll be just fine

I came this far, can't look behind

Life ain't fair so we just cope

It's hard to care, I'm losing hope

They just stare

They tied a rope around my throat

I'm seeing crows

I wish I wasn't me

I hate myself indeed

Can't talk to no one

I hope someone got some empathy

Too much anxiety got me choking, I can't breathe

I just wanna R.I.P., I just wanna die in peace

Drowning on my conscious, I'm not stopping

I ran outta options

I just, I just, damn, what the fuck

I'm too drunk for talking, hide my problems

One day I'll plan this, I will progress and they'll never

Solve all my harmful and anything to resolve them

Anymore and if so, left my conscious at the door

Pray to god he save my soul

More than that, this ain't for all

I need me a miracle, I'm just smoking medical

Hard being hysterical

I don't think they should ever know (ever know)

Wash away the thoughts I hate

I'll take my drugs and fade away

It's okay, I'll be just fine

I came this far, can't look behind

Life ain't fair so we just cope

It's hard to care, I'm losing hope

They just stare

They tied a rope around my throat

I'm seeing crows

This about to be a suicide, suicide

What is life if I don't feel alive, feel alive

I need more drugs, I ain't getting high, getting high

Another lonely day, a lonely night, a lonely night

I went into the lights, yeah

I don't wanna fight, yeah

Take me in the night, yeah

I don't get a price, yeah

Now I'm feeling right, yeah

They don't really nice, yeah

Bury me in stone so I'll never come back twice, yeah

Watch me die, no tears don't cry for me

This is goodbye, just watch the skies for me, for me, yeah