Rejoice with me for I Have Found my Sheep Which was Lost

I can't text back my own father Hope my sister isn't bothered I'm not going to fly Home this spring I can't text back my own mother Hope she doesn't think I've lost her line I'll call some time I can't seem to keep Promise in a heap Count them with the sheep Wolves can come eat me Black mold growing in my shower Hair floating in day-old water I pull curtains to hide All my shame Benny sweet has turned so sour No one here to pull my collar Why am I so fried? I can't seem to keep Promise in a heap Count them with the sheep Wolves can come eat mе