sorry

One, two, three, four Did we already start? Did we get to the part where I sink or swim? Can we go back to the start? Back to the place where they said, "Begin" I wanna go slower, slower Wanna start over, over I wanna go home but, home just So out of reach, not even in my gravity How sad for me? (Fuck it) I should be grateful, know my prize Why am I school boarded? Workin' for a pass I wanna be a stoner, walk my own path I wanna be cool with my motherfuckin' dad Is that too much to ask for? Shit, my bad My mama work hard, nearly broke her back And I got doubts from the shit in the past I wanna give her more than a nigga ever has I'm sorry for talking down too much Sorry, I never trust my gut I'm sorry, I'm always runnin' my mouth too much I'm sorry, I will start lovin' myself enough, yeah I think I hold myself enough, that Earn it, yeah, I know (I know) Wanna see the world in colors So I can feel warm in the cold And maybe I, maybe I, maybe I As a lady I, know that I feel divine I wanna be happy with my own path I wanna be good to the friends that I have And when I get a home, I'ma pay it in cash I wanna give the twin anything that they ask I wanna go to Tokyo, Rome and France And I'ma have a chauffeur wherever I land I wanna get drunk on a beach, in the sand And I'ma get a Grammy with my motherfuckin' friends I'm sorry for talking down too much Sorry, I never trust my gut (I never trust my gut) I'm sorry (I'm sorry, sorry), I'm always runnin' my mouth too much I'm sorry (I'm sorry, sorry), I will start lovin' myself enough, yeah I'm sorry for talking loud too much Sorry, I never trust my gut I'm sorry, I'm always doubtin' myself too much I'm sorry, I will start lovin' myself enough, yeah