Disaster

I read what's creased around my eyes, I Look older than I did last night I've been giving into my lesser side Stockpiling all of my pride I've been calling home less on the weekends And making mama cry Hiding anger underneath my skin, I'm Picking my nails down unto the quick, oh Honestly, my memory's a blessing in disguise If I remembered everything, I'd make a vodka cyanide Apologies never matter Late in the morning after Take me away from my own head Baby, I'm a walking disaster Pick up all the shame I can gather Throw it over the rafters Take my fingers and stain them all red Baby, I'm a walking disaster So painfully un-self-aware Thinking I can solve my problems if I dye my hair I shout my ailments to the end Of a small suburban town I get what I want choking on the silver in my mouth Apologies never matter Late in the morning after Take me away from my own head Baby, I'm a walking disaster Pick up all the shame I can gather Throw it over the rafters Take my fingers and stain them all red Baby, I'm a walking disaster (Aah, aah, aah) (I'm a walking disaster)