Back when I was hella shy

I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes

Couldn't do the suit and tie

Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise

I don't mean to halt your bus

I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly

No matter how you live your life (yeah)

Even if you do, you die

Lately I've been looking for some inspiration

Meditation never seems to work so I rewatch the Matrix

Tell the agents they can't beat the hero

If life is sweet, I'd like to be somewhere inside the churro

Just in this last year I went through more than I could know

In and out of love, did some drugs, still don't feel close

To where I wanna be like am I just a wannabe

Looking at my fans like what the fuck do you want from me?

Feel like I'm trying to sell you a picture that I'm still painting

Feel like I don't believe in God but know the pressures of Satan

Feel like we all become blobs and learn to hold all the pain in

And by time that we let it out, we're already so jaded

Forgive my misery, still feel like a kid to me

Though my imagination ain't half as strong as it once was

All the preparation will not help much when life punch us

Until you learn to walk around with nun-chucks

Back when I was hella shy

I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes

Couldn't do the suit and tie

Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise

I don't mean to halt your bus

I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly

No matter how you live your life

Even if you do, you die

I've been costing pavement, think I've lost my spaceship

Wonder if I'll get home all these observations

Thoughts I'm chasing on the real I'd rather caution tape it

Off to face you find a ways to really be alone like

Do I even fuck with myself?

I Have misplaced my identity in my outer shell

I don't know, I can't tell

I just tell people I'm well

Or more specifically Gucci though I cannot afford Louis

But I don't think that I want designer bags

I am not the type to follow fads

I just simply buy the shit I like

Or second-guessing all the shit I write

Until I get a DM on how my album had saved their life, amazing

Don't know what to say G

Success is subjective, without objectives you go crazy

Trying to live your life in some shoes

And you know damn well don't fit

While your pride's not showing you how to quit, shit

Back when I was hella shy

I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes

Couldn't do the suit and tie

Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise

I don't mean to halt your bus

I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly

No matter how you live your life

Even if you do, you die